Why are you so fleeting, why do you blur your edges? What makes you so hard to find in my heart, yet when I find you there, you are dancing with delight and it seems as if you were never gone? When I was younger you came & went with such power. You left me and denied me for so long I thought I’d never see you again. Now older and wiser I realize you never left at all. You live here in my heart and always have. If I would only invite you out more often, perhaps you wouldn’t run and hide. Perhaps you wouldn’t blur your edges so much.